Action plans

In one month I'll be an aunt... In fact if they have predicted the right time of the birth I'll already be an aunt this time next month. They told that my sister is goin' to give birth on 12th of June but it's possible that the birth will be delayed.
I just can't believe how quickly the time has passed. It seems like yesterday when my sister told me she was pregnant... It was almost 8 months ago.. More than a half year ago.. 2/3 of a year ago :O

It still seems unbelievable... Imagine how much our lives will change in just one month. Many things will change but I can't say that nothing will be the same again. From no on we'll have to think twice before we act... There's gonna be one more member in our family.

I wonder whether it's a boy or a girl. My sister didn't want to know and I'm so overly excited to see. I hinted my sister what's gonna be the baby's future. I threatened her that one day after I have looked after the kid they will return home and the baby is gonna have a green mohawk stickin out from its head. She was like "yeah, right...!!" forgettin that ten minutes ago she obliged me to babysit her child when she would go out.
Maybe if it's a girl she can have a pink mohawk...
I often feel it's a girl but sometimes if think it's a boy.. After all it's the same to me.. As long as it is :D

This year I planned to go to Provinssi festival but of course.. wrong timing..
And I remember last year when I said that the next summer I would go to Greece at the beginnin of June.. bwahahhaa.. change of plans.. at the end of June.. and of course I have to come back earlier because of the baby's christenings.
My sister and her boyfriend thought that I should be the baby's godmother because there are not many orthodox we know in Finland.. though in Greece I was made an orthodox happily in Finland I'm in the civil register and I would have to join some congregation to become the baby's godmother... No thanks!! And who wants his/her godmother to be an atheist??

Ooooh.. And I'm gonna spoil that baby as much as I can so in the end it will say "I wanna live with aunt Emmi", "aunt Emmi would let me do that" and "let's go to see aunt Emmi!!"
And by the age of 25 I expect high level trips abroad and expensive gifts from my future nephew/niece...



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Brainwashin'

Because of the premiere I woke up few hours too early. Though there was nothing "instructive"
coming on TV I decided to watch something. The best I could find was Dr.Phil. Today he told about a religious father that kidnapped his own two daughters and took them into a little and deeeeeeeply religious community in Belize. There they had no electricity and running water... They believed TV and high school were harmful... They followed the bible and so on. They did whatever the bible told them, whatever jesus told them. In the beginning the girls didn't like the idea. They didn't want to live with their father. They wanted to live with their mum and like their peers... normal life but their father was so religiously brainwashed that he was sort of blind of seeing his daughters' opinions.

So they were in that community for one year until of course Dr.Phil took the mission to rescue them. All three were found and taken back to the States. By that time the two girls were of course brainwashed. They started liking the way of life they had been living, they didn't want to live with their mum. They wanted to live in that little community and that lifestyle because god told them so.
Those girls were so vulnerable and scared when their father took them into that religious community. Of course they brainwashed them. They poisoned their minds. In the end of course they started believing. They were both teenagers. The age when the impact of others influences your life. Imagine if everyone around you were religious and you had been a bit religious in the past. You believed in god before you came into that little community. The people in that community had a interesting way of living. They dressed like in the 19th century, used horses and so on. That lifestyle was interesting in its own way. Your mind would have been so easily poisoned and brainwashed. They would teach you lot of things and how god made them... and of course you would believe that cause your father stopped you of going to school and so learning all those things in the way that they really are.
I think it's disgusting. The whole thing. I mean all the things that happen around us all the time. Every single bad thing. People dying, hunger, greed politics shit etc. People are so vulnerable and they couldn't stand the pressure of the world. They start believing in god and immediately the world seems a better place. People hate the thing that they have holes in their knowledge. In the past when the technology and people's knowledge weren't yet developed people wanted to explain the "miracles" that happened around them. It was something higher... something good, something that would save them... GOD!! Not the physics can explain them but... religion is religion, right?

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Do you ever have this feeling... That though you feel like you have so many things to write about nothing will come out? Though you try so much?? :S

Maybe if trying a bit later ...

ILLUSION

It was ALMOST a backward day today but miracles may happen. Okey, I admit that i still haven't touched that psychology book but I have time, right? Well today I achieved something... I made the best pizza ever... the best pizza i've ever made... though it sucked let's admit it... the pizza's bed was crap... (taste?? nope)... but it had a crispy crust thoughhhhh..!! tuna from cans and some cheese...

Now mom asked me to go out for a walk with her...awsaws.. now i feel like studying but perhaps doing something instructive as well some times.. could be good too...

Blending Worthless Shit

Have you heard the phrase "think twice before you act" ? Or was it "act twice before you think" ? The miracle of levit-- of the day!! Your saviour!! Considering that you didn't enjoy your day so far... And if you did this text may make you feel a bit bored and it could ensure that this text is full of crap (and the writter is a nutcase) which doesn't worth the attention of your expensive time.

Now, if you feel like this then you should go and watch "The Days of Our Lives" where people really enjoy themselves with the glory of other people. Or maybe "The Bold And the Beautiful" where some kook and lusty capitalists change partners as regularly as people are killed in Iraq.

Haha! This text has no meaning, does it? Again... What does? Does Bush's life have a meaning? Or was it mother nature's biggest mistake to create that little tiran? Maybe Bush's life has no cause but Bush really and truly believes that it has. I don't know but something is seriously wrong in that little monkey's undeveloped head.

NOW MAYBE, JUST MAYBE (!!) I SHOULD GO AND STUDY!!

when you can't have everything

Should I be happy now? I have a diary but I haven't used it after I came from Greece more than one month ago. I promised that the diary would be full by summer but it seems to be a lie. Some time ago I liked to write. Even writting some stupid daubs were fun and they gave inspiration to write even more. What has happened? Lately I think I've done nothing. Complaining about the lack of time though I do nothing. When was the last time I wrote a long text? Loooong time ago. I say school takes a lot of time... but I don't really do my homework every day. I don't seem to sit in front of the telly either. It's strange.
Right now I should be in my room studying psychology but hey, I sit in front of the pc and try to spend my time by doing nothing. I've made some improvement though. I've cancelled my accounts in some sites. I don't really remember what used to do in the web. There are few sites that I visit almost daily but they are starting to be boring and I've forgotten some of them. I really don't know how to spend my time here though.

Today would be the legendery concert I had been waiting for sooo long time. Turbonegro's concert in Tampere.. A whole bloody concert with one of the best bands in the whole fucking world! Wow!! But I forgot that my luck isn't the best so of course nothing goes perfectly... Turbonegro's guitarist gets seriously ill just before the tour. Perfect! The whole tour in Europe is now cancelled... and US's as well. Ok, I understand. Of course I want the guitarist's best and I hope he gets better soon and will be ready to go on stage but... Just pissing.
Again if the concert hadn't been cancelled I wouldn't have been able to buy Sex Pistols' concert's tickets (that came out today). Yeah!! They are coming to Finland!! Sooo awsome!! I really didn't believe this day would come that I could say "Hey! I'm gonna see Sex Pistols live very soon!!" but sometimes people are lucky. Though... you never know.. who lives until the end of summer but again can this go even worse so the Pistols' concert would get cancelled..?? That'd be really really rotten luck. Seeing your favourite band live has to be a great feeling... Maybe one of the best feelings ever.

So now if you think the quote "Everything happens for a reason" ... now I might even believe it. Really if Turbonegro had come to Finland I wouldn't have had enough money to go to the Pistols' concert. So in a way I'm glad they didn't come... but again.. They are the world's second best band... It's kind of comlicated but again it's as clear as it could be... I'm sad that Turbonegro isn't coming but I'm glad that Sex Pistols are -- You can't have everything!

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Yesterday I had this situation goin'. Watched some tv.. got pissed.. watch the news.. got even more pissed.. wrote somethin.. maybe it's not good but i like it.. and that matters.. anyway.. a lot of sarchasm is used.. in the matter of fact .. in the beginnin' i just wanted to say something bad about the Finns.. but somehow it ended up tellin about the Americans...mostly. But i refer it to the whole world.. Some parts are odd.. maybe they aren't understandable... though they have their meaning... but maybe you can get the point

What have we done
oh, lord.. what have we done?
We are so good, we are so pure
we see the world as it is
but still we didn't win the gold

We care about the world
we do what we've been told
we give money to get a better future
so they will save our culture

See, our society is helping
but the others are just tempted
they take all we give and ask for more
to whom shall it be given for?

The goverement is true
(it is not a zoo!)
it builts up a better economy
because that's what we need (/want)
money, money, money
(it's not funny)

We are not greed
we just make a lot
and have a lot to invest
(we really are the best!)

See? We really helped
whoooops ... 1000 died...
Let's take off a zero
(you really are a hero!!)

We take what we want
(and we meen only good)
and don't say we don't give back!

We may take some oil
but we give it back...
...look up!!

The truth can be changed
like everything in this world
and the secret is been hold...