Today I'm gonna commit a public suicide in front of the school... well we will be in the church singin some crap song... Wham's song called Last Christmas
Ok .. the only reason I accepted to sing is that in our group we have a girl which can sing very well.. and at last she promised to sing with us.. in some parts
I mean .. we suck.. ok.. i suck.. i hate my voice.. we all do
But we have a guitar.. then there is the piano.. and a traditional Finnish instrument called Kantele.. Well.. i can live with it.. I imagine if it was a solo.. without instruments..
Well the crowd can kill us then.. or me.. or there's gonna be a huge riot.. people will go crazy... and they are gonna destroy the whole church.. Ok.. It's gonna be over at 10 p.m... And tomorrow begin the Christams holidays.. !!
Thursday, 20 December 2007
Tuesday, 18 December 2007
A wisedom tooth
Arrghh.. Again.. I went to watch the news .. and what did I find: YK: Nuorille liian vähän työtä tarjolla, Israelin ilmaiskuissa kuoli jihadin jäseniä, Israelin ilmaiskuissa kuoli jihadin jäseniä, Kosovon serbit osoittivat mieltään, Lumimyrsky sekoitti Espanjan (?????)...
I hate this. Well today there were more political news than before but still. There was no good news. Ok, I know that they don't really tell the good news but still .. very depressing
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS
I really hate these stuff. Sometimes just tryin' to be optimistic is very hard... especially in dark December's days.
Animals and nature suffer, people die, people suffer, people kill each other .. And they still go on... why?? Because of revenge. The other did somethin to one's family and now he wants them to pay back. When did this start? What was the first thing that someone did and this revenge circle started rollin' and rollin' around?
Laboratory studys tell us how the TV has a huge impact on us or how young people get easier depressed. Really? Why doesn't someone study what kind of impact does global warming have on us (mentally) or does the idea that young people see the world more clearly that the adults influence on youngsters' depression.. (I still don't mean that adults don't have depression)
It's just a theory.
People may see that there's something wrong and maybe even find the reason why but sometimes they just won't do those things. They solve those little things that can be solved quickly but those big issues are just too much. People say they are wise and intelligent but they won't act quickly enough when it really is the time to. Maybe money has something to do with it and power which a human being desires. People act in different situations like it fits them best. Of course there are exceptions, I'm not insisting that all people are greedy.
btw:
There is this question somewhere which asks: If you were put in a room with a famous person for a day, who would that be?
There are many different options: Johnny Depp, Paris Hilton, Elijah Wood etc etc...And there was of course Bush. I would want him to be Bush. Really! Not that I like him and I wouldn't assure you that he would come back alive but I really want to know his theories. Why is he actin' like that (although it must be the lust of more power and money)? I would want to discuss about things... and in the end hit him with something hard. In the end only one of us would come back alive 'cause I couldn't live with the idea that I had lost my opportunity to do something that many people and I desire to do.
This just came up into my mind...
I hate this. Well today there were more political news than before but still. There was no good news. Ok, I know that they don't really tell the good news but still .. very depressing
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS
I really hate these stuff. Sometimes just tryin' to be optimistic is very hard... especially in dark December's days.
Animals and nature suffer, people die, people suffer, people kill each other .. And they still go on... why?? Because of revenge. The other did somethin to one's family and now he wants them to pay back. When did this start? What was the first thing that someone did and this revenge circle started rollin' and rollin' around?
Laboratory studys tell us how the TV has a huge impact on us or how young people get easier depressed. Really? Why doesn't someone study what kind of impact does global warming have on us (mentally) or does the idea that young people see the world more clearly that the adults influence on youngsters' depression.. (I still don't mean that adults don't have depression)
It's just a theory.
People may see that there's something wrong and maybe even find the reason why but sometimes they just won't do those things. They solve those little things that can be solved quickly but those big issues are just too much. People say they are wise and intelligent but they won't act quickly enough when it really is the time to. Maybe money has something to do with it and power which a human being desires. People act in different situations like it fits them best. Of course there are exceptions, I'm not insisting that all people are greedy.
btw:
There is this question somewhere which asks: If you were put in a room with a famous person for a day, who would that be?
There are many different options: Johnny Depp, Paris Hilton, Elijah Wood etc etc...And there was of course Bush. I would want him to be Bush. Really! Not that I like him and I wouldn't assure you that he would come back alive but I really want to know his theories. Why is he actin' like that (although it must be the lust of more power and money)? I would want to discuss about things... and in the end hit him with something hard. In the end only one of us would come back alive 'cause I couldn't live with the idea that I had lost my opportunity to do something that many people and I desire to do.
This just came up into my mind...
Thursday, 13 December 2007
Destruction
Days pass. Nothing happens... Christmas is near but I don't feel it. And the nature isn't celebrating. It's almost Cristmas and I see no snow. At this moment there is nothing in this world that makes me very happy expect my family and friends. Now I'm going through that moment when you don't know where you belong. My head full of questions and I try to find the answers. One month ago I was sure what I wanted, I was positive and happy but some things have changed. I don't know exactly what I'm gonna do. I have discovered some new things about myself. Now I know I'm a hypochondric and finally I've made up my mind: I don't believe in God. This issue has been a problem to me for the last year or somethin'. Now I know.
The world is so depressing. When watching the news ... All news are bad... wars, terrorism, fear, murders... So much hate in this world. Humanity for example... What good have we done? Saved animal spieces? Those animal became endangered because of us... We destroyed their living places... We are destroying ever single rain forest. Yes! We saved the Asian elephant... from ourselves. We are causin' global warming and causing a huge destruction. Destroy everything we have DONE.. destroying ourselves... our world... What good has the humanity done.. Really? Has it done more good things to this world or bad? Dunno... This is just how i feel right now.. When the spring comes I'll be more optimistic.. but now we are going the darkest season here up north.. so..
The world is so depressing. When watching the news ... All news are bad... wars, terrorism, fear, murders... So much hate in this world. Humanity for example... What good have we done? Saved animal spieces? Those animal became endangered because of us... We destroyed their living places... We are destroying ever single rain forest. Yes! We saved the Asian elephant... from ourselves. We are causin' global warming and causing a huge destruction. Destroy everything we have DONE.. destroying ourselves... our world... What good has the humanity done.. Really? Has it done more good things to this world or bad? Dunno... This is just how i feel right now.. When the spring comes I'll be more optimistic.. but now we are going the darkest season here up north.. so..
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